keeping your gaze captive in hopes of communicating that i love you too.
sweet truth that leaked out from your nervous bite
those words that comfortably reside in your eyes yet taste differently on your tongue
bittersweet stares that have salivated the pores of my untouched heart.
the heart of a warrior, a survivor, a realist-
tumbling in the weeds of uncertainty
weeping at the feet of its mercy
wondering aimlessly in the unfamiliar bed of flowers
my heart bittersweet--
i woke up today on your planet.
the sun was meeting the tip of the mountain and the fragranced flowers stained my cheeks
with the orange pollen on my figer tips i drew a picture for you in the sky-
a picture with purpose- secret to even my own conscious.
i miss my mom.
terribly.
i miss the sunshine she let into the house
the love that reassured
the words of wisdom
the certainty-
someone loved me despite effort
i'm itching to tell you that.
because i need to tell someone.
but shut goes my heart. shut goes my mouth.
being alone consists of unspoken words and heavy hearts
but thats what blogs are for:
a silly girl, alone, missing her mom and secretly loving her non-boyfriend.
shh-nobody knows but you.
-xoo
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