i wish i would've made this anonymous so that i can really say what happened to my heart yesterday. but that point of honesty i have yet to reach.
i asked myself if it was all worth it. then i ask myself what "it" is. because in all that i hate there lies something that i love. and in all that i treasure, i find coal.
every glimmering ocean is the home of a flesh-eating animal. every genuine smile is derived from previous pain. every soul-sucking kiss comes to an end indefinitely.
but in that moment, when everything feels in place- how can that be wrong.
deep inside my soul, right before my flaming essence, is the part of me which i hold no control of. its the part that holds on tight to my brain, suffocating it until it serves no purpose.
its the part that falls in love.
the part that blooms and flourishes in the heat of the sun.
it brings me to life, then kills me, then blooms again.
the beautiful thing about winter is spring. everything must die before it can live again.
having that said- i'll accept the pain that comes with the joy. because yes, its worth it.
because "it" isn't so bad. but you..you are so good.
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