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in the midst of discovery, i found peace. closing my eyes lead me to the place that felt like home. the familiar face that looked back at me with comforting eyes and soft winds. back to the place where i found myself--a free soul hidden in the most romantic crease of the boulder. the instant we locked eyes, i felt at once, my body had at last met its soul-and together we dance effortlessly around the colorado blue skies.
here i lie waiting in the dirty streets with distorted faces drenched in clown makeup. Waiting aimlessly revolutionized into waiting anxiously. Counting and thanking every dollar that comes my way for steering me a stone's throw away from the place i'll call home-where my heart is.
with this in mind, i keep my cupped hand hovered over my heart. with striking fear in my eyes, i stand as still as a guard, protecting my memory as a tired body screaming to move.
i met a boy
his essence overflows mine with genuine emotion.
after leaving him, i pinch myself to remember why i'm here and what im doing. it seems to me as though finding him along miami's shore could very well be the best thing for me. i go about my day humming tunes and laughing at every spec of sunshine. with my spirit high, i have more energy to work and play. yet the deepest part of my core that was left in denver, screeches for my attention. so i grab a pitch fork and stand guard over my heart.
graciously, i take in the unexpected, uncontrollable, animalistic, unreal, magical love that was sent my way.
cautiously, i place it in a box and can be discarded immediately. or at least i try to
could this be the death of me? am i setting myself up for disaster?
all of me sings out 'it doesn't make a difference' in a joyous melody.
here goes nothing
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